Ahhh, after a long time im blogging. Well, this entry is just to show people that I’m not dead yet. It’s enthralling that I didn’t blog for so long, I dint even read the comments left here. Well, actually I was so tied up with school, and since my finals are like in 2 weeks, I’m really busy studying and trying to collect all my zachuts ahead of time.

Anyhow, I’m not blogging because I'm frustrated. I’m blogging because I’m so contented with my life right now. Everything’s perfect. All in order. Quiet and nice. And I’m loving every single moment of my life, from school to dinner, from Mondays to Sundays. Perfect

I was sitting and thinking about how my life was all these years. Wicked I must say. I actually stupidly permitted myself to be friends with people who don’t worth even a cent to me into my life. My wonderful handsome life.

I went thru a few peoples profile on friendster today. People who did matter to me once. I noticed pictures in their profiles. Pictures that I took. Pictures where I made them look nice. But my pictures were absent. People who came later in their life were there. But I was absent. And I laughed, because there was once, when I had an account on friendster, I swamped my albums with their photos. Hahaha, absurdity they say has no limits.

I deleted my account because I don’t have time. And I won’t have time. Don’t have the time to entertain messages or friend request.

Past years were hard. Very exhausting. Very testing. But now, it’s totally the opposite. Electrifying yet quiet. I love it. I love waking up every morning and staring at the sun. I love to sit by my window and watch the sunset, with the rays on my face. I love watching the moon playing hide and seek. Beautiful.

I haven’t shed a tear for a long time. I told kinjalk and samir today when they came over for our regular dinner. We went silent for a while. Then 4 of us laughed our heads off to utra and her jokes. Dinner has always been exciting. We update each other on all the horrid stories that happened in class, about patients we met, about busses and fares, about the price of tomatoes and about well, the latest food poisoning from JOM MAKAN MAKAN lol

The simple rule is to ignore those who wouldn’t cry for you. Who wouldn’t stand by your side? Who will walk away when you’re in deep shit.And love those who only matters to you. Care for those who will stand by you no matter what, and would bring out the best in you, not the worst. Who will look at you and say, it’s ok; everything’s going to be alright. I’m blessed with a amazing supportive family, a lovely roommate who doesn’t care if I were to snore so loud or had to wake up in a shock when I scream because of muscle cramps, blessed with wonderful friends who wont be bothered if I had to open my doors in my facial mask and I’m blessed to have a love so true whom soothes my troubles all away and makes my troubles disappear. What else do I need? I’m blessed indeed.