being yourself.

You see, most people who have failed in an undertaking or a task given, don’t like what they see when they look in the mirror. Especially the younger generation, I must say. What people forget is that as long as you live, you’ll be making mistakes now and then rite, and when you do its just natural for you not to like your face in the mirror, not to like your little self. Been there la

What I do when I get to this point is I always rise above my little self. I rise above mistakes and misfortunes of yesterday. And I try to reach my big self. Ok. Im big, but I do feel small at times. Im just trying to reach my bigger self. You get me

See, people are mistake makers but we forget that they are also mistake breakers. To me my big self would be the ability to accept myself when I make mistakes. I look at myself in the mirror with a cute kind eye and realize that im bigger than any error or blunder, any misfortunes, any heartache. I accept my weakness and stand on my feet during such crisis. I try to make my yesterday to be a lesson of today

If you don’t like who u are, you’ll ruin yourself. Stop living with this hang up, because only you alone can choose to either dislike or like what you are.

I remember a poem from victor Hugo called WINGS. One of my favorites

Be like a bird that
Pausing in its flight a while
On boughs too light
Feels them give way
Yet sings!
Knowing she hath wings…

Do I have wings! I DO! My wings are my faith and believing in my self.. and im soaring high to my destination…what kind of bird I am? I don’t know…can I reach my destination? Of course I can…,

Watch me…just watch me fly…spreading my wings…soaring high…into the sky!

Holy crap…am I 26 of 62 years old! hahahahha

i was actually paying attention in class...hmmmmmm
priya and prashant in iskra..


Somehow im too lazy to actually write anything really long here. Constipation of brains, name it. Haha. Just that im kind of sure of what im doing now, and my tropical biology is killing me. 50 pages to memorize a day are absurd! Yeah oxana if you’re reading this, YOU”RE ABSURD!

Sleepless night! Yeah rite. I slept too much that I missed class today. But it was worth it. My sleep is somehow more important.

Im happy. Actually sincerely pleased. I don’t know why. Just happy. Im moving soon. Found a lovely room. See, im the only one who lives in a different hostel. All my other classmates lives in 5th hostel. This would give me a chance to get closer to them. Yeah

Taral made me laugh hysterically today. He said save water, drink beer. I looked at him and burst out laughing. I kind of like the noise pollution in kakas room. Maybe because my unit is really quiet. 8 gujus together can sometimes drive you crazy but my hindi is really picking up. I mean the moment I step into their room, my English button is switched off lol

Well that’s all. Im just bored, but happy. Take care chiou