This is driving me nuts. Im losing my sleep. Losing my sanity. What the hell did I ever do to you for deserving a slap every day at 3 am!

Where do I go and emit my frustration? If only any one could comprehend what im trying to say…

Did I wrong you? what revenge do you have? Why deprive me of my beauty sleep? Why the hell hurt me?

Enough of apprehension for the other part of the world. Now you?

Do you even have a name?
Do I even know you?
Why me?..

Cause im feeble?

I need my fucking sleep. Why can’t you have fun with like let’s say the girl who lives above my floor or below me?

You broke my favorite vase! Do you even know how much that cost me. well, ok, dint cost me anything but it was a diwali gift.

I hate you because you’re driving me nuts. Two hours to almost zilch sleep is driving me up the wall.

Stop it. Just stop it. I have a very weak heart. Now! Stop knocking my fucking door. I know it was you last night also. Stop it.

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Well let’s see. Today’s theme would be lessons. Lessons of life that im going to teach a few people. So that they really regret what they did. Cause you persecuted me too

See, if I reply nicely, I get dozen of harsh words. If I don’t reply, it means im ignoring and the assumptions go on.

Im really fed up. When I said ok, it means im giving hopes. When I say no and im a bitch? Common la wei, I mean you can go all out and tell people that you have found your soul mate and behind the back without people knowing you tend to abuse. All I said was sleep well. And you started it..

Yeah tell your mom to find you a nice Indian girl who will give you some allegiance. Oh, don’t forget she has to be pretty too, at least your children’s would be something to look at. Ouch! If you’re itching to get married, go ahead. Want to have kids, go ahead. Cause today baby, I had enough. Lesson begins well, lets say right now

Dancing to ones music. Listening to words. I have grown dear, much more than you have thought. When the tunes go smoothly and the violin string snaps, you replace it don’t you. As for me, when my violin string snaps, I just toss the violin one side. Which reminds me, I should be continuing my classes. Sheesh

You wronged me this time. Threatening me? of all the person? Baby, you messed up again, yet again!

Time to really change my number. Time to pull up my socks and kick asses. Time to be that woman I used to know. Thanks for reminding me how much I have lost myself.

Tu roshan karengi is pariwar ka naam! Heard that line today. But I was denied the line too. Said I was wrong. Said they were wrong. About me. Will prove to them too. That im not that unworthy. One mistake? And im unworthy? Cool. Dint know these things existed in the 21st century.

Im not going to live my life for any of you anymore. Cause you wronged me too. Wronged me too much. Trust expired. Truth prevailed remember. You know the truth and you cant hide from it. Digest it.

I’ll give you what you want. But after that, im leaving. Then the world would be my oyster. Cause you wronged me. Wronged me too much.

Time to live a very very transparent life. but too bad, you’re not gonna watch me live it, cause by the time you realize how much I worth, it’ll be too late 

Good bye old mate. Maybe its forever. And dear, if you get married, I wish u all the happiness in life, but you’re dead inside. Knock you dead soul, wake it up and taste life as it goes. To see me again? I won’t cross your path. Cause I had enough of your shadow.

To the others, don’t teach me how to live my life. Cause I had it. Time to lets say go fishing? Nope. I hate fishing. Takes too much time. Actually I hate fishes. Maybe I’ll set a radar. And hire someone to fish. Raw salmons. Smoked salmons. Delicious. Hahahaha
Time to wear my skirt and kick some asses. Lets say, I’ll start from ahhhhhhhhh found my bitch! Hahahahaha
Till then

taken today morning, dont ya think i have that certain stern figure that says becareful of that mama! hahahaha
view out of my window two days ago
another one from my room window. i like the way the yellow mixes with the green...awesome
in a park near my hostel, near radisheva, the way the maple leaves lined themselves are lovely. if ur into photography, u'll like this
who ever said my nokia is bad has to take it back after seeing this picture. the park was breathtaking sky was clear blue and the leaves...ahhhhhh