You know sometimes when I laugh too much, I tend to stop after a while, because each time im really happy, laughing my head of something bad happens. Like today. I was laughing so much in infectious class, I dint think of stopping.

Well firstly, I was annoyed with Kaka because what he did was so childish. I mean, I still don’t understand what was the commotion for. Dint make sense.

So maybe because I was annoyed and dint want to spoilt my mood, I was passing jokes around and well, everyone seemed really happy till selva asked me why im that happy. He didn’t know I was pissed I guess

So, I came home and left to the bus stop to take a marshoot ( a van like bus) to my peads class. And when I found the right marshoot, I opened and was getting in when the driver told me to get out. I asked why and he said just leave. But there was one empty seat there, so I asked him why again. And he said you’re a foreigner (inastrani, idi idi) that’s what he said. So I raised my voice and I said im paying equally as much and just got into the marshoot.

So when I was reaching the hospital, I told him to stop, and as we got nearer I realized that he was on the other lane, so I said na detskaya balnitsa pashalusta ( childrens hospital please) and he just kept driving pass the hospital. A few ladies in the van told him to stop for me but he pretended. He only stopped like a km away from the hospital, by the highway. I mean, its like a huge highway and crossing it was really hard. And when he stopped, I told him that I asked to stop at the childrens hospital, and he pretended. So I got down, closed the door, but the door dint close well, so I opened it and closed it harder and started walking.

I walked around 100m and was so deep in my thought on how to cross the road when suddenly someone grabbed me from the back by my collar. My winter jacket practically went up to my throat. I turned and saw the driver standing there. Well, I was shit scared because you see, it’s the highway, and anything happens, no one is going to stop. Believe me, the last time I almost got kidnapped where I was pulled into a car while walking, no one helped. People say im stupid, but at that time I really don’t know how I had the brains to open the other side door and run out.

So any how, as I was saying, I was scared. But I remained cool, and asked him what he wants. And you know what he said? He said I broke his door!!!!! I was like wtf, how did I break the door. And he said come, follow me, I’ll show you. Somehow, I felt I dint have to go with him, so I refused to move. And we started arguing. This was the time; I wished I knew every word in Russian. And when I asked why he dint stop, he said it was his country. I told him I paid the money for the fare so whats the big deal and he kept calling me a suka. (go goggle that). Don’t know why, people these days seems to look at me as that lol.

He kept saying this is Russia like the Russians say it ЕМА РОССЙЯ! So, I told him, yes, I know its Russia but im not going to pay for something I did not break. He raised his hands to hit me. Then, with my balls in my throat, I told him that if he dared do it, I’ll really go to the police. And when he put his hands down, I invited him to go to the police with me. And somehow, he refused and just asked me where I studied and left.

Weird shit man! Mofo Russians still hates foreigners. But its much better now. Tomorrow, im going back to the same place to find the chopstick that I used today. It dropped and I dint look for it.

Somehow, the fear is still in me. I was just so tired today, I couldn’t even think what to say. From class, straight to oncology department, and then to peads. I need sleep but im insomniac nowadays. Thanks to the stupid meds that im taking, I have some stupid allergive reaction on my face!

Right, and everyones life is bad? Except mine! Right! But im smilling…cause when the sun shine, we’ll shine together, I actually forgot the song..ermm

Everyone’s in the mood of diwali. Teebah and utra was baking cakes. And me? I did nothing except made garlands for my altar. Well, at least there’s something im good at. But its not that nice la. But I made it with a sincere heart so I guess god understands right

Im too tired and drowsy. Till then people, have a wonderful diwali! Celebrate like there’s no tomorrow, cause hey, maybe you wont see one next year! Mean, I know…but believe me, you know the chances of it right…so chill! Have fun…drink more beer, save more water! Right!

Happy diwali god bless!