Never been this hurt before in my life. Never been this insulted ever. Never had so much hatred. Never been such ever in my life.
What do I want? You ask. Do I have a choice to answer?
Made me feel very small today. No dignity left. No pride left. Very hurt. Broken. Because you don’t understand.
Ever been surrounded with so many people and yet feel so lonely. I totally understand it. Life has never been a bed of roses. Not for me at least
Where have I gone? I have lost myself in this journey called life. perplexed? Buffled?
Where have I vanished? What have I turned into?
Lesser than a human, more than an animal. Cant look at myself anymore. What is left there, tell me
Too hurt to even type. Choking up my throat.
Need to breathe. Need some air. Suffocation. Been there
Pride, the most essential thing in a girls life, I don’t think I have any left anymore. Where do I pick myself? Where do I find myself.
Maybe I should vanish as you wish. This bit I can do for you. disappear from your life because you want me to leave you alone. This bit I can do for you. im sure. If youre happy if this is what you want, you may have it
Hate. Never had so much in my life. so much hatred. I don’t want a life as such. I spread love, don’t want to hate anymore. Too tired of fighting. Being nasty. Enough. Lets stop everything.
Everything…
Saturday, October 20, 2007
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3 comments:
bindu. you are the only girl i know who is made from pride. i have never met someone so exeptional like you. different from everyone else. i am sure many people have say this to you. you know you are different.remember when we were in hyo the camp.how dynamic you was then. how different you are everyone know. in the rain everyone stop work you continued helping the jalan kem poor children. how you handled 15 school in klang all alone during tamil vizha. ask nirmal and guna sir they still talk about you. no one can bring you down. dont put your head down. you are a strong girl. you are a fighter. if people dont understand you leave them. you always tell me to smile because one smile is like a drop of water in a desert. remember. smile pleace.
sivabalan
your the best nothing more nothing less. never met someone like you girl
dhansa
thanks balan and dhansa.. but im not such a person :) lets just continue chatting okie dhans:)
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