Well, the past few days has been really frustrating and annoying at the same time. Frustrating is not a problem but annoying thanks to some people around me. These are the moments I wishes I never knew such people. But coming to think of it, I think with some sense of gratefulness I take that back.
There is a song stuck in my head..agar tum mil jao from the movie zeher . I kind of like the tune and what I love most is the meaning of the song. The song starts with “ if I ever found you, I would leave this world”… I know it doesn’t make sense but yeah its good. This song kinda make me wonder. Would ever a guy do such a thing for someone he loves. Would a guy be so sweetly possesive with the one he truly loves? Would a guy really leave every thing he owns for the one he loves? Sounds too good to be true.
In relevant to this part, another question popped up in my head. What would a guy do if hes stuck between two relationship. One girl A whom he never broke up with and another girl B he claims to be truly in love with. But either way he cant break both the girls hearts. Isnt B a relationship breaker? Or is he just too dense to see whats right for him. Well, then again its none of my business.
Its such a funny thing when I heard a story from a close friend of mine. They have been dating for the past 9 months, they have been out only once in that period and when they are back in Malaysia, both of them are completely different people.
In a relationship I would expect total sincerity. You dated before, let me know, you slept with someone before let me know. It would be much easier than I finding out from a third party. BUT, when im involve with a guy, I expect his attention to be on me, and not other girls. I expect him to spend a little time with me instead of him trying to squeeze me into his busy schedule. I would expect him to think for himself instead of me thinking for him. I would expect him to invite me to a love movie playing in the cinemas instead of going with his other friends. I guess I just have too much expectations BUT if you cant agree to this simple rules in life then seriously you’re not my type.
You may be wondering why I just stated the above. Someone asked me what kinda guy I want in my life. So yeah that’s the story

I have a very interesting story to share. Its called the history of ROOM NO.9 hostel 1. It describes every singe roomate of mine, from the good ones to the thief. YES, THE THIEF. I lived for a year with a thief whom some people claimed to be the most innocent girl ever roamed earth.
that’s soon to come, I do plan to publish a book, I would be rich, everyone loves gossips!
Right, to neel, im doing fine here in Malaysia. So don’t worry much about me, please do take care of popo!
Till then people, im kinda tired blabbing now.