I had a magnificent day the whole day till some smart jackass had to blight it. Surgery went on effortlessly and for once he actually looked at my face to eavesdrop to my answers. Maybe it was just the skirt or maybe it was just my luck. Pathological physiology even turned out better. I was smiling the whole entire day till the evening. I reached home early then went out to tutor some new comers some dance steps for their concert. I came home and logged on line and all I get it freaking people with no brainpower. Sometimes I wonder, how can anyone give their hearts away online? How? It’s possible to have an online love affair I know, but without any assurance of no broken feelings later? All I know is behind every nick there is a human with a heart. I don’t critic people by their color or their face. I give them a possibility in everything they do, and yeah in the end of the day the blame still comes to the person involved. How can anyone trust their deepest clandestine to a man they have met just maybe a year ago? Without a single meeting, without knowing the feeling of touching him, without even knowing how he actually looks? I just kept wondering the whole night about this? Was it worth to actually sit in front of the net and talking to nicks? For all you know it might be a ten year old child imposing to be a 29 year old guy. I just can’t stop thinking. Im retiring now to bed, with so much of detestation in my heart, and yes I have so much to pulverize in my head, I’ll just leave now..Chiou